My screwed up mindset

Tell me, am I the only one who thinks like this?

Anytime I am talking to a friend who is in need, I never hesitate to say with enthusiasm, "I will pray for you!" Not only do I pray for them, bust I expect God to move. I expect things to happen and hearts to change! And they do, things happen...God pulls through once again...YAY! However, anytime I need or even want things to change in my life or want God to pull through in my life, I don't even want to pray about it because I really don't expect God to answer a prayer for me. I don't know if deep down inside I think it is selfish to pray for my needs when I could be praying for someone else's, or if I just don't think I deserve what I am asking for. I don't know what it is, but I just can't seem to pray for my own needs with the same expectancy as I pray for others. How do I break this? Am I the only on who feels like this? Will it ever change? I don't know, ironically, I guess I will have to pray about it....